Sunday, December 29, 2013

2013 = AWEsome Year for me Part 2

Yeah pretty good year I have to make two posts about it... :P

Just weird though that I just want to sit at home in my new apartment and relax and coast into the new year...cozy up to a bottle of pink champagne and watch NYE on tv...

But I feel bad about my little brother...he is at an impasse just as I was back in 2012...just feeling so mind fucked, nervous, and hopeless...it sucks...

Sooo I've been letting him know about what I had to do that there is money and career guidance out there...

Oh don't start about the the "hand outs" shit with me...it's a "hand up"...the system we have is self healing takes time and knowledge... and there's nothing else like it in the world...FUCK Canada (except their universal health care we still need that so fuck you)...America is the only place you can fall so hard and break into a million pieces but you can get back up and put yourself back together on your own terms...not a caste system's terms...not a religious zealot's terms...not your king's or queen's terms....not a tribal fucktard terms...YOUR OWN FUCKING TERMS...

Yeah and it's not communism when you help out your fellow countrymen by paying your fucking taxes...go move to Balise or ship yourself to Somalia...both places have a great sewer...and water systems...and paved roads falling out of their asses...that I heard of...and fuck Ayn Rand what ever the fuck her name is...yeah like she isn't preaching commie bullshit *rollseyes*...do you know if atlas dropped the ball in a capitalist system there is a line of hella strong atlas replacements...but according to her the world would end when all you asshats quit and live in some commie shithole in the mountains...so FUCK THAT STUPID BITCH...WTF EVER...

I digress...... ;0)

And the first thing you must kill in your old life is your EGO...nothing fucks you over more than your own damn self...I've done to myself many fucking times with insecurity, shyness, or I'm better than this job bullshit...kill it whether you choke it, hit it in the head with a shovel and stick it in a shallow grave...kill that fucking EGO...and it's fucking retarded friend sensitivity...stuff 'em both in that grave...and piss on 'em...

And don't let some asshole or group of assholes fuck with you...I know ignoring them advice is easier said than done but it works...

The greatest power that I found with the ignoring part you do not give that person or people the power of your reaction...your reaction to them is a mental weakness you gotta be tough...fuck wait and cry at home behind a closed door or in your car...just do not react to them right then and there...

Stare right through them as if they do not exist it's amazing how they bitch up when you do this...reaction=power over you just saying...happened to me in my machinist class/training...had issues but came back in and didn't quit my training...believe me it was tough as hell in that training not for the meek that is for sure...but it helps you prepare for life LOLZZZ

Soooo blah-blah...still like making art...the art/craft is what soothes my soul...and creates dialogue...like making a Ranger my little pony that had people talking and revisiting their youth...nostalgia heals believe me ;0)

Ta-ta fer now....


          >>> LIVE IN WITHIN <<<
(as in don't freak out about outside BS...find inner strength)
         >> AND BREATHE OFTEN <<<
(oxygen is the best cerebral/blood pressure reliver blast of awesomness you can do for yourself)






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